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…therefore get wisdom, and in all your getting, get understanding.
So I have a fun and busy weekend coming up ahead of me. Kind of looking forward to it. I’m going to EHWC for Paul Baloche on Friday night with my parents. Saturday I am driving out to Oswego to see two of my favorite people, plus more favorite people, and a lot of small children. Then I get to come home to a big super fantastic birthday party for Amber’s sister Brittany, it’s a decade party by the way, but I have nothing to wear. AND then sunday I think I may spend the afternoon with two of my favorite girls that I haven’t really seen since the summer. THEN into another busy week, followed by a busy weekend, into ANOTHER busy week, followed by a semi-busy weekend, into another busy week, with thanksgiving thrown in there, and a not so busy weekend, and then into december. I am so not ready for december, for a number of reasons. One which I cannot share for public knowledge JUST yet, but it’s exciting news. Pretty freakin’ sweet on all sorts of levels.
Today is proverbs 4, solomon is still telling me that I need to get wisdom, and get understanding, and take hold of her and not let go. well, I’m holding onto wisdom as if my life depended on it. Wisdom and the fear of the Lord is keeping me right now. Because my mind is raging, and my heart is at conflict pretty much all the time. But I made a vow, and I intend on keeping it, even though there are days where it kills me. But I know in the end, at the end of this road, it’s going to be SO WORTH IT. So much more worth it, I really can’t fathom how much better this is. Walking in wisdom, walking in the ways of righteousness, seeking first the kingdom, saying no to the wrong things, even saying no to the right things at the wrong times. All of it will add up, and I KNOW I will be blessed, more than I can comprehend. This is but a vapor, just a minute in the grand scheme of things. A year is nothing.
there is beauty in the breakdown
